1. INTRO 2. AFTERSHOCK Found out hard, have to grow up fast Cant find beauty surrounded by trash If I did strike gold, I couldn’t make it last Use to being broke and it brings me back Turns out there’s no fucking friends Losing loved ones was the only trend No one sat me down to explain that shit My head was fucked up An adolescent to my dying day will I ever grow from this pain Forced In a life gone insane Will I ever grow from this pain 3. IT FOLLOWS To a home without any foundation Before you got in the door the family was breaking Mom died cause she couldn’t stop drinking Dad skipped town he couldn’t stop feindin To have a sister but not know how it feels, to be stolen away from addiction to pills Gifted trauma that was never treated Can’t love myself when I’ve always felt fucking cheated Wont stop here cause it’s not over Problems remain I’m just getting older My saving grace is a fucking saint I don’t deserve her Almost offed myself last October Shit got real and I had to remember Im holding down the weight of forever A fucking diamond under pressure No ill intentions only to see through the worst Eye to eye with my demons just to be cursed Ignored by angels who took my love and fucking turned Dear god, keep my mom cause I know I’ll fucking burn 4. EXISTENCE Smashing my head with the same old fucking questions Why I am here? What is my existence? Felt this way ever since an adolescent Failed by my past no time like the present Is this real life? Is this real life? Is this real life? … This is real life and I think I’ve lost my mind I’m not afraid I am fucking terrified Won’t live this way so I exit space and time Searching for a place I’ll never fucking find 5. HYPERDREAM Going down in flames we couldn’t change The burning embrace of destiny You hit the breaks, I felt it break Still can’t swim, so i just sink Six feet deep and it’s not my grave I live here with a mirror in my face Forced to reflect on all I cant change Seven years bad luck since seventeen Gravity, throws me back to my feet Fucked from jump, with this vision now I see Arms stretched for, far as they can fucking reach Life’s not enough so I live the Hyperdream